Yes, new music. I bought Breaking Benjamin's new album called "Dear Agony". Let's just say the Emo kids will love it.
I liked "Phobia" much better. It wasn't so dark and gloomy as the new album. The new songs are good too but it's nothing I could listen to 24/7, unlike the Phobia songs.

Still there are a few text passages that have already stuck with me and no doubt will appear in a story or two. ^^

I had a crazy dream last night. It's a recurring dream in which nothing happens besides a young man sitting beneath a tree in full bloom. It's a beautiful tree, and the man is gorgeous too. At least in the dream I think so. But he has no eyes. Which freaks me out. I've lost count how many times I've had this dream.

Oh wow! I completely lost it at work yesterday. And I shouldn't do that because I have a heart problem and once I've hit that point where I want to bust open some heads, my heart starts acting up. That was so not cool.

Anyway, I come to work and take a look at the schedule for this week. My stupid ass boss wanted me to work through the entire work and then up to ten hours a day.

Bluntly put: fuck that.

I think he doesn't care that I actually have a family. And it's always me. Always me and two other colleagues. What the hell?
So here I am in the office (my boss is on vacation of course. He's having fun in Greece), trying to contain all this built up anger because this has been going on for weeks. But then I reach this point when I have to cry.

When I'm really really pissed, I can't help the tears. When I stop crying -- take cover, seriously.

I did get a day off though. But still it's messed up. I do have a private life as well and I am not married to the damned store.
I was so pissed! And then I come home and I remembered i'd forgotten my meds and obviously I feel like my heart is spasming.

*sighs* So I'm taking it easy today. I was hoping to go get my hair cut again. Way too long.
And my book should be arriving today. I ordered "Covet -- A novel of the fallen angels" by J.R. Ward. I adore all her books. I mean black leather clad Vampires in biker boots? With an attitude? What's not to like? LOL

This is a new series though. She's a great and funny writer so I'm pretty sure the new book will be good too. Although I'm really looking forward to the next installment of the Black Dagger Brotherhood. She left us fans hanging in midair with the last book, seriously.